Television influences me more than I could imagine

I find myself watching these shows that make me wish I could go out and do something. Not go out and get skinnier or anything that drastic, but I mean go to New York and see a Broadway musical. I started watching The Carrie Diaries and I want to start writing again. I miss the feeling of words flowing through my head and onto a page. I finally finished Smash, which I already miss, and I want to go see a musical more than anything and get the full experience. I'm supposed to be working right now but all I want to do is write and read and even watch more tv. Yes I watch tv at work while I answer phones. Today thankfully is a slow day, a day where I can enjoy my winter break from college headaches and enjoy life

I'm so sorry

Hey guys
I know I've been slacking badly but with school and trying to get my photography business going it's been crazy. Hopefully soon I will be back on here rambling and being me
:)
Happy Holidays!

Sisters

I'm the dark sister, you're the light

You're the princess, I'm the sprite

Your the yang and I'm the yin

Together we are unstoppable 

Because we let no one in

I'm the shadows at night 

You're the sun rays in the day

We make it impossible for others to turn away

Our personalities are opposites in more ways than one

You're the morning, I'm the evening during the setting sun

Together we make one full circle, and one whole day

There's nothing like us, because we are sisters all the way

where to go?

It wasn't that I didn't know how to pick myself up from there but I just didn't know where to start. Which wrongs to right, who to apologize to and where to go first. I put my entire life on hold for two years and I thought I was living the life. Now? I realize that yea I was in love but I can have both. I shouldn't have to sacrifice one for the other. I'm kind of nervous to start dating you know? It feels like I am gun shy, but dating shy. I don't know any of this stuff. I dated in hs and right out of it. Everything's different! The morals, the ethics, the etiquette all of it. I don't know what I am doing. I'm still just trying to find a guy who makes me giggle though. I'm scared, but in a good way. All of this is a new adventure, one I am interested to partake in. One door might have closed a huge part of my life, but that only means that another better one opened up. I guess I just keep walking from here and see where my little feetsies take me