where to go?

It wasn't that I didn't know how to pick myself up from there but I just didn't know where to start. Which wrongs to right, who to apologize to and where to go first. I put my entire life on hold for two years and I thought I was living the life. Now? I realize that yea I was in love but I can have both. I shouldn't have to sacrifice one for the other. I'm kind of nervous to start dating you know? It feels like I am gun shy, but dating shy. I don't know any of this stuff. I dated in hs and right out of it. Everything's different! The morals, the ethics, the etiquette all of it. I don't know what I am doing. I'm still just trying to find a guy who makes me giggle though. I'm scared, but in a good way. All of this is a new adventure, one I am interested to partake in. One door might have closed a huge part of my life, but that only means that another better one opened up. I guess I just keep walking from here and see where my little feetsies take me